it hurts you know!

"TOTOO BA YUNG PAGLILINGKOD MO (KAY LORD)?, PARA KASING HINDI"
that words really hurt me.. okey lang sana yung tanong pero yung sabihin na hindi totoo yung paglilingkod ko kay Lord whoa what made you think men!
i've been through so much pain pero eto na ata yung pinaka masakit.. mas okey pa kung ibang tao yung nag sabi pero hindi eh i've known him since i was a kid parang kuya ko na nga sya eh we've grown up in church together tapos ganun lang pala yung pagkakakilala nya sakin.. OUCH!
12-26-08

tower hills

kanina we went to tower hills subdivision kina tita jen.. may bible study kasi sa kanila..
our topic was related to christmas .. i learned a lot and i was blessed after the service we ate pancit malabon which is good and puto.. pagkatapos kumain nagbigay si tita jen ng mga give away tshirt ung nakuha q and hindi lang yan nag bigay pa sya ng 50 pesos jeje nice one.. i've just attend the bible pero andami ko ng blessings.. pag kauwi dumaam muna kami sa palengle at bumili ng bracelet nilibre ko sina naski,jenny at jerry..

finally

I remember those days you’ve taken me for granted
Those days you forget..
That special day that you didn’t come..
The promises that’s broken

I remember those nights that I cried because of you…
The days I waited for you to explain why..
Those times that I’ve waited for your texts
That day that you make me look like a fool

Now I realize how lucky I am now that we’re not together
Finally I let it go..
I’ve moved on..
At last!

twice blessed..

i really had a great time yesterday because it's sunday ang i got to go to church to worship God.. at altar call i was really really blessed i feel his presence which is the best thing i want to feel.. after that we went to tandang sora for another sunday service. it is the first sunday service that was held in tandang sora.. i was also blessed at the altar call truly his presence is wonderful..
we also had funny moments with the youth.. so saya grabeh..

anibersaryo?

one year ago on this date december 14 sinagot q xha so ngayon dapat one year na kami pero buti nlang hindi niluob ng Lord na mgyari yun.. lam ko madaming magagandang reason si God kung bakit sya nawala sa life q jeje.. yun lng

bloody me..

last wenesday i bleed alot.. i was opening a can good when i accidentaly cut my self...
yah madaming dugo nga ang aking nakita at dahil siguro dun kung bakit ako nahilo.. the bleeding only stop when i wrap my wound with a cloth.. and then yesterday nilagnat ako i reaaly did'nt feel well pero thank God after kong uminom ng biogesic naging ok na q

my brother was lost?

kahapon my kung anong ngyari.. my brother always go home early after school but yesterday 5 pm na wala pa sya.. at first i didnt worry much akala ko kasi sasabay sya sa younger sister ko ng uwi but when she arrived in our house hindi nya kasama si utol thats whwn i started to worry.. asan kaya yun bat hindi pa umuuwi i ask my self then my sister go back to his school para tingnan kung andun pa sya.. pero pag balik nya wala pa rin si utol.. i went outside to look for him then after a while we saw him walking with our friend.. we ask him "saan ka galing?bakit ngayon ka lng? he said that he lost his money for the fair so he decided to walk.. oh my poor brother ang layo kaya nun tapos an bigat pa ng bag nya tsk tsk.. but thank God nothing bad happens to him..

water please!!

we got a water situation now in our place... we got no water now because nawasa cut it of haiz..
walang tubig.. hindi daw kasi nakaka bayad yung home owner assosation d2 sa place namin..
imagine life without water waaa ang hirap good thing kahapon naka pag paigib kami..

i dont really know what to write right now pero e2 sige mag tatype parin ako jeje..

uhm., nxt tym na nga lng haha ...

The Fellowship of the Unashamed

when i first read this naiisip ko that i should be Unashamed of my faith.. that i should share Jesus more..

i am part of the " Fellowship of the Unashamed."
The die has been steppcast. I have ed over the line.
The decision has been made. I am a disciple of
Jesus Christ. I won't look back, let up, slow down,
back away, or be still. My past is redeemed, my present
makes sense, and my future is secure.
I am finished and done with low living, sight walking,
small planning, smooth knees, colorless dreams,
chintzy giving, and dwarfed goals.

I no longer need pre-eminence, prosperity, position,
promotions, plaudits, or popularity. I now live by
presence, lean by faith, love by patience,
lift by prayer, and labor by power. My pace
is set, my gait is fast, my goal is Heaven, my
road is narrow, my way is rough, my companions few,
my Guide reliable, my mission clear. I cannot be bought,
compromised, deterred, lured away, turned back,
diluted, or delayed.

I will not flinch in the face of sacrifice, hesitate in the
presence of adversity, negotiate at the table of the enemy,
ponder at the pool of popularity, or meander
in the maze of mediocrity.

I am a disciple of Jesus Christ. I must go until
Heaven returns, give until I drop, preach until all know,
and work until He comes. And when He comes to get
His own, He will have no problem recognizing me.
My colors will be clear.

I am not ashamed of the gospel . . . Romans 1:16

me and jesus

me and Jesus by stellar kart

When there's no where else to turn
All your bridges have been burned
Feels like you've hit rock bottom..
Don't give up it's not the end
Open up your heart again
When you feel like no one understands
Where you are...

Someone loves you
Even when you don't think so
Don't you know
You got me and Jesus
By your side
Through the fight
You will never be alone
On your own
You got me and Jesus

After all that we've been through
By now you know I've doubted to
But everytime my head was in my hands
You said to me...

Someone loves you
Even when you don't think so
Don't you know
You got me and Jesus
By your side
Through the fight
You will never be alone
On your own
You got me and Jesus

Hold on to what we got
This is worth any cost
So make the most of life that's borrowed
Love like there's no tomorrow

Someone loves you
Even when you don't think so
Don't you know
You got me and Jesus
By your side
Through the fight
You will never be alone
On your own
You got me and Jesus

Even when you don't think so
Don't know you
You got me and Jesus
By your side
Through the fight
You will never be alone
On your own
You got me and Jesus

You will never be alone...
You got me and Jesus

.. the lyrics say it all..

if we think that were alone we are very very wrong..
Jesus is always with us .. he will never leave us nor foresake us..
We always got him..

first

wow great it's my first post ever!! well i want my post to be simple and me.. yah i want it to be really me so im free to say what i wanna say coz its my blog ayt? nakakatawa pero i must admit that im not really good in english kaya my post will be written in taglish or more on tagalog.. haha malakas loob ko na gumawa ng account dito sa blogspot kasi alam kong walang makakabasa nito na kakilala koh.. in not studying right now kaya nag hanap ako ng pakaka abalahan at sapalagay ko ito na nga yun.. so it is my first jeje and more to come (sana)..