forbidden love?

who would have thought that i would be encountering that thing. kala ko sa movies at teleserye lang nangyayari yun though i read and heard about it before. so pano ba ako napasok sa gulong ito? teka gulo nga ba? haha

my boyfriend and I is on our 19th month together .Medyo matagal na rin at madami na ring napag daanan , but the biggest trial is the thing about is our religion. He's a member of INC(iglesia ni Cristo) while I'm an apostolic pentecostal. In INC they are not allowed to have a relationship with a non-INC member.But at first we ignore it and continue our relationship. Then one day we talk about getting married though parang na daanan lng ng usapan cause it's too early for us to get marry , but that conversation had me thinking how can we get marry if it's not allowed in their religion. the only possible way is me to be converted in INC. The thing is i will never ever give up my belief just because of him. bakit nga ba? because in INC they believe that Jesus is not God which is contrary to what we believe that Jesus is Truly God. I went home that night with a teary eye, i know that i had to let go of him.That night i went on my knee and ask God if Kemp is really the one for me then He made a way for him to know the truth about Jesus that he will be baptize in Jesus name. i pray for this for almost a year.

months had past then God made a way for what i pray he started to go to Church with me and attend bible studies every Friday and at last he decided to be baptize hindi ko sya pinilit to do those thing i just waited for God to touch his heart. truly Nothing is impossible with God we just have to wait for his perfect time.

invitation

Last night i created a group in my friendster account called salvation's ninjas. i made this group to share salvation through JESUS CHRIST and to talk about the goodness of Jesus ayun sa ngayon 10 palang ata yung members.. so magrerecruit pa akoh ng mga ninjas it is open to all my fellow Christians, kaJesusfreaks, kasystem, kastewards,kaibigan,kabarkada,kaklase,kaskulmates, katropa,mga kuya, ate, sa masaya,sa malungkot, sa inlove, sa my mga broken heart,sa mga inlove kay JESUS at higit sa lahat Sa mga wala pa kay Christo yung mga BROKEN AND LOST pa..

visit nyo nlang yung account ko sa Fs e2 poh yung email add: shamae14gmail.com

Let us tell the World obout Jesus! yeh

++Jesus rulezz++

talking out loud!

well this is my second post for 2009 the firts one is kinda long wow that was my first blog that is long and was writen in straight english what a accomplishment for the start of the year..

now i just want to writte something anything that i want and i like ..

i just created a friendster group called +salvatiom's ninjas♥ and i've started inviting people to join the group i hope loy of my friends can join that group couse i made it to share salvatoin,, it is one of my way of evangelising ..

december 23, 2008

A lot of things happened to me this past few days mix of eating and going to other places, It all started on last December 23 2008 at my friend’s birthday, ate kamil’s 19 birthday it was held at their house at binangonan rizal...

That morning I went first to the bazaar near at our town market to buy bracelet that I will give to my friends. Then I went straight to gapuz residence to give them our gifts I also give them bracelet including john Eric. I like the look of their face when I told them that those bracelets are for them I think they like it especially kuya krissian, well I’m glad that they like it..

Kuya karlo told me that he will lend me his umbrella because it was raining and I arrive at their house almost wet, Yeh I didn’t bring with me a umbrella.. After that I went to sm taytay to meet up with grane and my other friends.. Our meeting time is 12:30 pm in front of national bookstore, I arrive there before 12 so I decided to play arcade at an arcade house called quantum then I go around the store when I decided to go back to national bookstore grane saw me and we went to mcdonalds to wait for our other friends.. while waiting for them we saw cheery cruz one of our friends, she told us that she cant come with us because their going to the grocery, im a bit sad cause we will not be complete.. ikay and ailed came and we buy care for ate Kamil after that we rode a jeep going to pantok binangona then a tricycle going to Castanedas residence .. Finally we arrive at their house okey I will not make thing long cause I think it already long haha.. We sang, we ate, we watch DVD, made a lot of fun, take pictures an eat again hahaha in short i ate a lot.. At dinner we eat outside their house I enjoy it... After blowing the cake ikay put some icing in my face jeje funny then it time to go home so we take some more picture .. We made a lot of pose but the most memorable is when we jump we didn’t make it good but at least we had a lot of fun.

ate kamil’s father gave us a ride going down to pantok then we rode a jeepney I went straight back to gapuz residence cause I forgot to gave them the money that mama barrowed at tito mike luckily kuya karlo and the rest is going to sm taytay so I decided to join them while walking we saw tita sally so we got to sm with her.. At sm we saw tito mike at sm hyper market... We buy some groceries and while buying stuff we chat a lot specially kuya karlo..


after paying for the stuff they buy we went to starbucks wow it is my first time in there tita sally order me a jelly coffee I think, we chat while we are there and we ate what’s tita sally bought it a pasta, that time I was so full because of ate kamils birthday but I ate again wow that a lot of fat to burn haha..

Then they gave me a ride going home because tito said that it’s already late... When we arrive at our house I was shock because some of the things that they buy was for our family wow how nice they were.. After they left I take picture with that starbucks thing with me jeje just for remembrance... That was a tiring day but it was so fun... Thank God for that wonderful experience!

it hurts you know!

"TOTOO BA YUNG PAGLILINGKOD MO (KAY LORD)?, PARA KASING HINDI"
that words really hurt me.. okey lang sana yung tanong pero yung sabihin na hindi totoo yung paglilingkod ko kay Lord whoa what made you think men!
i've been through so much pain pero eto na ata yung pinaka masakit.. mas okey pa kung ibang tao yung nag sabi pero hindi eh i've known him since i was a kid parang kuya ko na nga sya eh we've grown up in church together tapos ganun lang pala yung pagkakakilala nya sakin.. OUCH!
12-26-08

tower hills

kanina we went to tower hills subdivision kina tita jen.. may bible study kasi sa kanila..
our topic was related to christmas .. i learned a lot and i was blessed after the service we ate pancit malabon which is good and puto.. pagkatapos kumain nagbigay si tita jen ng mga give away tshirt ung nakuha q and hindi lang yan nag bigay pa sya ng 50 pesos jeje nice one.. i've just attend the bible pero andami ko ng blessings.. pag kauwi dumaam muna kami sa palengle at bumili ng bracelet nilibre ko sina naski,jenny at jerry..

finally

I remember those days you’ve taken me for granted
Those days you forget..
That special day that you didn’t come..
The promises that’s broken

I remember those nights that I cried because of you…
The days I waited for you to explain why..
Those times that I’ve waited for your texts
That day that you make me look like a fool

Now I realize how lucky I am now that we’re not together
Finally I let it go..
I’ve moved on..
At last!